BEING GRATETFUL

So lately I have been having a PITTY PARTY for myself trying to decide what I want to do with my life. I am working a job that I really have to admit is not my "cup of tea", the best part about my day is when the clock turns 5 and I can go and pick up Tailor, then as we all no our jobs do not end if we are off the clock picking up our children. (Husbands think that it does, but we know better) So we go home and get something for dinner, usually turn on Dora (she is allowed to watch Dora once before she goes to bed), then we play, talk and go to bed, ALL so we can wake up in the morning and do it again. Lately Tailor is waking up, getting ready for the day and saying "I want to stay home", how is THAT suppose to make me feel. I have ALWAYS thought I would get married (after college) find a job that I love doing and have a family. Right now I am married, (after college) have a family that I love and I HATE the job I am doing. So....... where do I go from here. As all of you well know Kasey and I have not had the best luck with jobs since we have been married, Kasey was layed off for almost a year, I was out of a job for a few months and now he is getting layed off again. WHY!! I don't understand why WE have to have such troubled times. BUT I understand we do not have it THAT bad, we both have a family who cares about us and a child that we love more than we ever thought we could love someone, so life couldn't be THAT bad right?.
Here is the point of my post today, I was talking to my mom the other day about how I have a degree BUT no one cares. She said never regret getting your degree, even though you might not see results now you will later. O.k. so that made sense to me a little but what do I do until later. Now, I have had experience in a lot of areas, I haven't had many jobs but the jobs that I have had has given me experience in a lot of different areas. SO.... why when I apply for a job that I know I could do and probably would love I don't get an interview????? I try to tell myself there was a reason why I didn't get the job, but come on how many times can I keep telling myself that REALLY. Logan is a growing place but LIMITED on job opportunity. It doesn't make sense but it is true, a growing place but not jobs??? hmmmmm, that is pretty much impossible. Maybe I am looking in the wrong places, maybe I need to look somewhere besides the HJNEWS.COM an DWFS, any other ideas???
So the part about being grateful is, I need to remember that I do have a family that loves me, I can afford my bills and I have a child that I absolutely adore and have a good friendship with and a husband that would do anything for me. I guess maybe the old saying is true a "water never boils if you watch it"..... how does that go again? I mean maybe if I don't hope I find a new job EVERYDAY then maybe I will find one. I will try that and see what happens!